| Sunday, May 15th, 2005 |
| 5:14 pm |
Hmm so last night was wierd. The parts I remember anyways haha. So yeah we drank on the way to prom so i got there messed up. And there was way to many crazy black guys dancing with pretty white girls so we all left and went home to a nice keg of new castle and got more shit faced than we have ever been. I literally couldnt walk at times. It was fun I have pics of the after party but not really any of prom cause i wasnt there to long but ill post pics soon. |
| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 |
| 9:09 pm |
Yesterday i went to youth group and im very glad that i did. It was nice to see a few people there that i havent seen in foreeeeeeevver. Today Im a super happy kid cause after school i went over to this one amazing persons house and then we went to the movies and then we went back to her house and her mom asked me to stay for dinner and yeah. She is...wow i dont think words can describe her |
| Sunday, May 8th, 2005 |
| 9:23 pm |
I had the most amazing weekend ever. With one of the most amazing people ever. |
| Saturday, May 7th, 2005 |
| 6:06 pm |
friday night, so i went to work for and then sheariah calls me up and asks me to go over to her house so we can all hang out. So i go over there and Robbie, luke sheariah and some other guy are all there and we all get crunk and yeah some things happened that i really enjoyed and they made me happier then i have been in a long time. I havent felt that way in forever I love that feeling. And then things just made me feel like shit and yeah. I dont even know what to think really. I dont remember to much but i remember the good things and the shitty things. There was no way i could drive so i just called mom and left a message saying i was staying the night. Saterday I woke up at like 7 some how. Slept for 3 hours. Went home and then i got a call from my cousin at 8 and he asks if i want to go paint balling and then we went and did that and i wore my pimp red tie. We did that like all day and it was kinda fun ive never done it before so its something new. Then i got yellow paint all over my tie. then we went and ate mexicans food. Then i came home and now im here at home. im confused. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLPPPPP! Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: angry screaming music |
| Wednesday, May 4th, 2005 |
| 6:35 pm |
Reply anonymously _a secret _a criticism _a crush _a compliment _a death threat _a love note _a song _a picture _anything else you want. |
| Friday, April 29th, 2005 |
| 6:17 pm |
Tonight im going to have a fun time. If you want to have a fun time with me call my cell phone. 991-2614 I will probably answer but for some reason no one can hear me cause my phone is gay...but i will call you back. call me! |
| Thursday, April 28th, 2005 |
| 9:48 pm |
I think its funny how i can give everyone else good advice yet i cant do the same for myself. Im kinda sad about things that really shouldnt matter at all right now. |
| Monday, April 25th, 2005 |
| 6:35 pm |
I still dont really have a prom date. Does anyone want to go to prom with me? |
| Saturday, April 16th, 2005 |
| 6:01 pm |
I didnt plan on doing anything tonight. Until now, now i just want to get out of my house and go somewhere with someone cause im bored as hell. Does anyone want to go to the beach with me? :) |
| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 |
| 9:15 pm |
wow, FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!! |
| Thursday, April 7th, 2005 |
| 7:31 pm |
Ok so something really messed up happened over break. It just showed me how messed up the people ion this world are and what they will do for money. So about 2 weeks ago on a wednesday night me my 8 year old brother and my mom are going over to my moms boy friends house to just hang out and watch some movies or something. We get there and we see someone run through the house. Then all the sudden we hear my moms boyfriends screaming for help, first thought was he was just kidding then i realized that i did see someone run through the house so i called 911. We get into the house and he is laying on the floor tied up with duck tape. They had his eyes taped shut and his arms and legs tapped together. There was blood everywhere, they guy beat him with a metal bat till he was almost dead. After calling 911 I thought the guy might still be in the house so i went through the house to check and found the open door that he ran out of. But then the police and ambulence and everything came. The police just made it seem like it was nothing not a big deal or anything and it pissed me off that he was nearly beaten to death by a burgler and they didnt seem to care much about finding the guy that did it. Well, my moms boyfriend is fine now he had a cuncusion and 30 something stapples and 15 stitchs in his head. They said he was beaten over 30 times with the bat. Its hard to believe that someone did all that over a little bit of money. Current Mood:  angry |
| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 |
| 9:44 pm |
My heart should have known that you were a killer. Prom is coming and i need a date. Im too shy to ask anyone lol. |
| Saturday, March 19th, 2005 |
| 9:12 pm |
I think im breaking down. Lately nothing has been going right except for school. School is good my grades are good and thats cool i guess. But other than that everything is going wrong and i hate it. |
| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005 |
| 6:52 pm |
long pointless emotional
lately i have been thinking about how cool things were a year ago. I miss so many things about the past. I miss this one person a super duper lot. I miss a bunch of other people a lot. I miss those nights at foothills. I miss how shows used to be like 5 bucks and you would go in and know every person in the place. I miss those free shows at youth venture. I miss old underoath.lol I miss those nights i spent with you. I miss the way you smell. I miss the way your lips pressed against mine. I miss everything about you. I want things to go back to the way they used to be. Time favors no one and if we wait we too can fall ine love a second too late. Prom is in 2 months, i have no idea who im going to go with or if im even going to go for that matter. I dont think im even going to ask anyone because i feel that anyone that i asked that would actually want to go with me wouldnt want to for the right reasons. I feel lonely, unwanted and all that good stuff but gladly i know that stuff isnt as important as it seems to be. I feel like that relationships and girls are everything to me sometimes but i know that they arent and other than that i have a great life and a great family and friends that i care about. Im greatful for those things and i love everyone that has cared to read enough of this emotional pointless post to get to the end. Current Mood:  bummed |
| Thursday, March 10th, 2005 |
| 9:09 pm |
So yeah, it would be cool if you actually cared. |
| Monday, March 7th, 2005 |
| 8:13 pm |
I remember when I used to have a lot of people in my life that were there for me. I miss that and i really miss those people. I somewhat took a lot of you for granted not knowing how much you ment to me, and now a lot of you are gone and it makes me realize how much you guys were to me. I realize how much my friends ment to me and how good they were to me and it makes me realy sad that i let us slip apart like we did. I love all of you guys. |
| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:02 pm |
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| Tuesday, March 1st, 2005 |
| 8:16 pm |
Comment to be added! I love you! Current Mood:  happy |
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